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Posted in Uncategorized on November 27, 2010 by rantingkame

If only Barbies could get married
If only I was born the prince
Why do I dream of kissing my friend
Please help me to make sense

It’s not on the TV
I can’t find a book
Are there people like me?
Where do I begin to look?

My parents don’t talk about it
Would they abandon me
Will anyone stay my friend
A dark grim future is all I can see

When I find out
There are people like me too
All I hear are these insults
What’s a person to do?

There’s something called a closet!
I think I’m already inside
It’s sufficating me
Am I being buried alive?

There is a way out
The truth must be told
Otherwise you’ll just rot in the closet
And its getting really old

But where do I start?
Who could I tell first?
I’ve kept this secret so long
This really is the worst

Some friends still loved me
Some took their leave
My mother is still my mother
The ironic web life weaves

One day I might be walking on egg shells
But I will never crack
I finally love myself for who I am
And now there’s no going back.

Love ya


My 1st Love

Posted in Uncategorized on November 26, 2010 by rantingkame

You know that bubbly feeling you get when you meet that someone…well I didn’t have that. I hated her at first. I hated her as much as a seven year old could. From the moment she joined my sunday school class she was someone every girl wanted to be and every guy wanted to pick on (they knew they liked her). Basically she was their IT girl. And I would catch her glancing at me, or more my stuffed animal cat sunflower (I was seven okay, I still brought stuffed animals with me). Then the next sunday she came in holding the exact same cat!!!! Only her’s was a boy named Tiger. I think everyone could see my hatred towords her then. But then something funny happened we started talking through our cats (again I was seven). And all the anger melted away and I was left waiting for the next sunday when I could finally talk to her. We had sleep over and she got me into neopets. Apparently our cats fell in love with each other and we had several beautiful wedding services for them. Then we started calling each other, once we talked for over eight hours 🙂 and our parents either had to ground us or take the phone away to keep us from not talking to each other. And when our parents demanded that we needed to get off the phone we would use the long good-bye and talk to each other for another hour. We never slept at sleepovers, we had too much fun. She was the friend that I would risk my life for. She was the most important person in my life. And I started having dreams of us getting married in the future. But I’d never heard of two women getting married so I thought it was impossible. I didn’t worry cause I thought that we’d always be together. Then my dad got a new job and we moved. Luckily it was only two hours away so I still saw her and we always talked to each other. After awhile I began to notice that I lingered a bit when we hugged, I never wanted to let her go. It just felt right. When I was ten I started hearing about gays and at first I thought “now I have a chance with her. We can have a relationship.” But immediatly after that I heard them saying it was a sin. I was horrified with myself. I couldn’t be in love with her, if I loved her she would go to hell. I couldn’t sleep, I would cry alone in my room and I couldn’t tell anyone. Then I started to ignore my friend. She’d be safe if she hated me. But she never did, no matter how many times I tried to ignore her calls she always called me back. So I didn’t pick up the phone anymore it was too painful to hear her voice, warm and loving, ready to forgive me. When she finally stopped calling me I thought it was over…then it happened again. Someone new had entered my life

I’ll have “My 2nd Love” up soon

Love ya,

this is sunflower/Tiger

Revolutionary Girl Utena Opening

Posted in Uncategorized on November 24, 2010 by rantingkame

Revolutionary Girl Utena – (Anthy, Utena, Touga)- Bad Romance

Posted in Uncategorized on November 24, 2010 by rantingkame

Strawberry Panic Te Amo

Posted in Uncategorized on November 24, 2010 by rantingkame

This Is Just TOO Much To Believe. Even 4 Kame

Posted in Uncategorized on October 4, 2010 by rantingkame


Posted in Uncategorized on September 16, 2010 by rantingkame